Loneliness

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..  How good you look when you smile.  How much I love your laugh.  I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation;  laughing at funny things that you said or did..  I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me..  I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..  I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you.

Pencil: I'm sorry Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong. Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time. Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad...

I am BAD in ENGLISH BUT I can tell you That I LOVE YOU ...I am BAD in GEOGRAPHY BUT I can tell you That you LIVE in my HEART I am BAD in HISTORY BUT I can REMEMBER When I FIRST saw you I am BAD in CHEMISTRY BUT I can tell WHATS the REACTION when you SMILE I am BAD in PHYSICS BUT I can tell the INTENSITY of SPARK of my EYES when they SEE you I am BAD in every SUBJECT BUT I can TELL ALL I will PASS all SUBJECTS If the TOPIC is YOU!!! ♥♥

huahuahua.. damn boring.. duno wat 2 do?? juz nw,i clean my room.. n i found a buk... accly,its belong 2 ma sis.. TELL ME WHY?

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm. I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together. She said, "I miss you." I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home." She did not open up her umbrell...

happy valentine's day my dear frenz.. be hapi wif ur loved ones..   express ur love to ur loved 1 before it's too late... plz read tiz quotes... " I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say.  I am afraid you don't want me to say anything.  So I don't.  But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.  And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you.  And how I love you despite my broken heart.  And how I need you in my life.  And especially how much I want you.  But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.  Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too...  but I'll never know."  

errr.. terkejut aku bila nampak dah as dtng umah aku.. x msg,x cll.. tiba2 muncul.. peehhh..main suka aku... dia kata dia rindu kat aku.. huhuuhu..sygnya.. aku pun rindu kat dia juga.. dulu masa tym sklh... as duk sebelah aku.. aku dgn dia ni sama geng.. tidur pun serentak.. hehehe.. sumtyms,as bawa bekal.. ada sekali tu dia bawa lauk ikn patin.. nyam2...sedapnya.. tapi pedas.. hehehe... kita owg ni suka mkn dlm kelas... AS,KETET,AKU,NINA... lepas mkn terus tido.. kalau ada ckg,terpaksa fokus... huhuhuhu... aku yg jadi penyayi yg terkenal dlm kelas.. lagu cari jodoh.. hahaha.. ada video yg aku nyayi tu kat fb... g lah tngk.. hmmm... rindu dgn kwn2 aku... zaman sklh xkan kembali lagi.. sedihnya... harap2,kwn aku ni smu di panjangkn umur...

Once there was a BLIND girl. Every1 HATED her Except her Boyfrend.  She'd ALWAYS said 2 him,"If I was able 2 see, I wud've Married You." .. One day All of a sudden, sum1 donated the eyes 2 the girl.  She opened her eyes,and found that her BF was ALSO BLIND !  The Boy then asked her,"Will You Marry Me Now?" .. The girl ..... REJECTED! .. The Boy juz......turned,  began to walk away,& said in a low voice, " PLZ Take Care of My Eyes ."  Best kan?cite ni ada bdk sent aku.. so,aku copy masuk dlm blog aku.. thanks my dear fren.. Subhashini Krishnan ...

hapinya.. aku dah updated blog aku.. huhuhu... cantik x? i must thank 2 Nina n Asliana ... 2 owg ni yg tlng aku... hehehehehe... thanks fren....

yeah..yeah.. hapinya.. tinggl 2 hari lagi untuk valentine's day .. siapa nak wish aku dulu? hehe.. mana taw,nanti aku dapat bouquet,chocolate,teddybear ke?? huhuhu,,sukanya..

aku boring lah wei.. ni,tngk ni.. aku baca surat khabar... xde keje nak buat. aku g kumpulkan bnyk2 surat khabar...

kucing aku merajuk.. xnak blk rumah.... dia duk kat blkng rumah aku.. puas aku pnggl dia.. dia buat bodoh aje... dia merajuk sebab.. petang tadi aku rotan dia.. jahat sngt,aku pun rotan lah kat kaki dia.. blm kena lagi,dah lari2...... skrng dah merajuk xnak balik.. duk atas batu lak tu.. aku panggil aje,dia terus jln.. entah g mana... huahuahua.. syg hoi,balik lah... :(

When I miss you,  sometimes I listen to music  or  look at pictures of you,  not to remind me of you but to make me feel  as if I’m with you.  It makes me forget the distance  and  capture you. ❤I MISS YOU...❤

aku nak hanset baru.. sony ericson w995.. hanset ni,model lama juga, tapi aku suka sngt dgn hanset ni.. nak beli juga...

arrr.. 14 march 2011 result dah nak klr.. ahhhh.. takut.. takut.. takut.. harap2,dpt keputusan yg baik.. huahuahua....

1. The first step in a manicure is to shape or file the nails. You should never use a file on wet finger nails. Just as your hair is weaker and requires more care when it is wet, the same holds true for fingernails. There are four basic nail shapes: square, round, oval and pointed. The nail should be shaped to conform to the shape of the finger. The oval shape works well for most hands. Men, or people who do a lot of work with their hands, may prefer to wear their nails shorter and more rounded to avoid nail breakage. File each nail from the corner to the center, going from left to right and then right to left. Don't slide the file back and forth over the tip of your nail and don't over file the sides of the nail, this will lead to weakening and breaking.  2. Soak hands in a bowl of soapy water to soften any dry skin or rough cuticles. Soak hands for 5-10 minutes, depending on your preference and the condition of the hands. If you have dry skin, you should soak your hands in ...

❤ “The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.” ❤ I had a dream and it was about you ... I smiled and recalled the memories we had ... then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why? Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ... Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend. I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me... Don't ever give up if you still want to try, Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go. Don't say we're not right for each other,...

wei.. aku suka baca love quotes kat internet.. ada sesetengah yg best gila lah... ada love feeling.. betul.. nanti kau owg try cari kat internet...

semalam,ayah aku ajak aku g tngk wayang.. suddenly plannd dah pkl 7.30 baru nak ckp.. aku tngk newspaper.. Siruthai start pkl 9.15.. so,kita owg cepat2 g,.. sampai MP dah pkl 9.00.. tapi ticket dpt juga,... barisan C.... k lah tu.. cite tu best gile lah. sakit perut aku,asyik gelak aje... haha.. ada bdk kat barisan kita owg.. x stop laughing.. entah apa masalahnya.. hehe.. balik umah dah pkl 1pagi.. issss... asyik tidur lambat aje...

semalam aku g tngk wayang.. cite KAVALAN... aku g sampai kat MP dah pkl 8.20.. cite tu start pkl 9.. dah lah,blm beli tiket lagi.. terpaksa jalan laju2... nasib baik,ada 3 tempat kosong kat atas.. dapat kat barisan E.. k lah tu.. x lah bawah sangat.. cite dai best.. especially d climax..   nice.nice..nice.... ♥ ♥ hmm..aku balik rumah dah pkl 1pagi.. terus g tidur,...hmmm k lah nak out..bye...

hari ni kakak aku dah balik.. flight dia pukul 6.15am.. kita owg g awal.. sebab dia kena masuk checking awal.. so terpaksa lah aku bgn pkl 2.30pagi.. baru tido dah bgn lak,.. dah lah semalam aku tido pkl 1 pagi.. grrrr...geram... kita owg g sampai kat airport pkl 5 pagi.. kakak aku dah masuk pkl 5.35.. lah..rindu kat dia... masa dia ada kat umah,aku main gaduh aje,.. ni sekarang dah mula rasa  boring lak.. aku balik umah pkl 8... sempat sarapan kat Tampin restaurant.. tapi aku xde selera mkn sebab awal sngt nak break1st.. burger yg aku beli kat MCD pun x mkn.. aku simpan dlm beg aje... balik aje aku terus tido.. bgn dah pkl 12.15.. alamak..lambatnya.... hehehe.... ni sekarang dah xtaw nak wat ape..... BORING.....

hey,u thnk m a doll ah?? tat u can do anythng... sorry..k.. m not a doll.. m a grl.. if u love me... plz dun hurt me.... u thnk u oni love me ah stupid? i love u more than u lah... dun act 2 me..k... if u wnt leave,juz go away... bye....

halo.. semalam,aku g jln2 dgn kwn2 aku.. dah lama x jumpa dia owg.. rindu sngt2.. ketet kata aku makin lama,makin kurus.. hahahaha.. ya lah tu... semalam,kita owg g Mp n Dp.. tgk wayang kat Dp.. Paranormal activity 2.. x best pun, tapi dah ketet ni asyik2 jerit.. sampai pop corn aku melambung... hahahaha. lepas tngk wayang,kita owg g pizza.. mkn2.. then balik,masa balik hujan taw,, aku dgn ely aje naik bus batang pkl 6.. ketet,as,eka,yanti semua balik lambat... dia owg naik bus pkl 6.45.. aku g sampai rumah pun dah 7.30.. penat gila ah.. lepas balik mak aku ajak g restaurant.. balik pkl 11.. lepas balik aje aku tido.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz pagi bgn dah pkl 11.30... hari ni abng aku balik.. dia nak repair laptop kakak aku.. baru balik.. aku stil ingatkan event semalam bestnya... hmmm... 15/1/11... olways in ma memory....

Esok aku g jaln2 dgn kwn2 aku.. hurrray,...hapinya.. lepas dah habis SPM,.. baru esok aku nak jumpa dia owg semua.. hapinya.. esok bufday ketet n tika.. aku blom beli apa2 lagi.. esoklah,aku nak belikan dia owg apa2... hehehehe... hmmm...Hapi..hapi....

Diana? sapa tu? bukannya princess Diana pun.. tu nama kucing aku lah.. hahaha.. comel kan.. kucing aku pun comel juga.. yg aku pelik,kucing aku ni x pernah ckp meow... betul ke dia kucing? aku pula sibuk2 panggil dia meow2.. tapi dia pula buat bodohnya.. nak kata dia tu bisu,bukan.. dulu dia suka meow2.... malam2 pun meow2 kat blkng umah aku.. entah sekarang ni,dia jadi silent lak... apa masalah ye??? aku rasa,dia malas nak berbunyi kot.. biarkan lah.. yg aku paling gemar,masa aku duk dia dtng tidur kat kaki aku.. errrrr..geram lah.. tapi kesian nak marah dia.. aku pun duk aje sampai dia sedar.. hmmmm... manja betul kucing aku... ni ah gambar2 dia... thinking of someone.... cute.....meow2..

hmm... aku geli hati lah,bila kwn2 aku ckp sekarang ni aku ckp mcm owg dah mature.. hehehe..ya ke??????? ya lah tu.. sebenarnya,aku dah bijak buat keputusan,... xde lah nangis mcm budak2 lagi... ape2 yg jadi pun,aku dah tabah menerimanya... segala-gala yg berlaku,mesti ada sebabnya... kita yg harus kuat kan semangat kita.. betul kan?? tahun ni,umur aku dah nak masuk 18.. so mesti lah berfikir matang.. nanti kalau g belajar kat U,mesti kena tabah menghadapi cabaran.... kalau x,sikit buli aje dah nangis.. aduhai,malu lah kalau mcm tu.. nanti x pasal2,kena ejek.... errr...X NAK..X NAK....

Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10 org pun tak leh nak tolak? Answer: Pintu yang ade tulis ‘TARIK’ Banyak-banyak bas, bas apa yang pandai? Bus skolah lah... The OnLY bus yng pergi skolah Mana lagi tua, motorsikal ke kereta? Jawapan : Motosikal sbb dia pakai tongkat Dalam Banyak2 air,air apa yg paling berani? Ha.Ha.Ape bende tu?! Kalau nak tahu, jawapan yg sebenarnye ialah air terjun..sebab dia berani terjun!!!! Ha!!! Ha!!! Ha!!!!! Cube teka ye benda apa apabila kita berdiri dia baring, bila kita baring dia berdiri.......? jawapannye tapak kaki la...... Knape pokok kelapa kat depan rumah harus ditebang?  Answer: Mestilah kene tebang, sape nak cabut pokok kelapa ....gile ape... 4 orang awek cun berpayung dengan satu payung tapi nape tak basah langsung?? Jawapan: Sebab tak hujan aduhai! Dahlah malaslah nak tanya lagi soalan bebudak pun takleh nak jawab!!

Suatu hari ada 2 orang kaya sedang duduk di cafe,sambil menggosip  pemandunya. Orang kaya 1 :''Hei!Kau tau tak,pemandu aku ini bodohnya setengah mampus! Kalau kau tak percaya cuba lihat ini.'' Terus dia panggil pemandunya si King Kong. "King Kong,ini 10 ringgit,pergi kedai kereta dan belikan aku Mercedez." King Kong pun menjawab dengan sopan,"Yes Sir!Right A Way" Dengan pantas terus ke kedai kereta.  Orang kaya 1 beritahu temannya,''Nampak?Apa aku cakap..dia buat betul2'' Orang kaya 2 :"haha..itu belum apa2,kau nak tengok,pemandu aku lagi teruk dari itu. biar aku tunjukkan pada kau." Orang kaya 2 memanggil pemandunya Rambo."Rambo,pergi ke rumah aku,cuba lihat sama ada aku ada kat rumah ke tidak?" Rambo :"Yes Sir!Right A Way!"dan dia terus ke rumah tuannya. Orang kaya 2 beritahu kepada temannya tadi,"Nampak apa yang aku cakapkan?Dia tak ada otak untuk berfikir,mana boleh aku ada di dua tempat yang ber...

hai.... sebelum nak buka blog,aku ingat nak tulis tu lah ni lah lepas buka,xde idea... hmmm..geram... duk rumah ni,fikiran x tenang pun.. kalau g sekolah dpt lah ketawa,buat nakal.. ni duk rumah asyik bosan aje,... nak senyum pun payah... semalam nak buka blog,tapi xde idea lak.. hmmm.... aku nak tulis mcm dah faz sehh.... blog dia best lah... aku suka baca kat blog dia... everyday,aku buka... semalam,aku terharu baca cite PENCIL OR ERASER kat blog faz... kalau ikutkan hati aku.. hati aku tu sama mcm eraser tu.. owg lain buat silap aku yg kena semakin lama,semakin sakit... boleh katakan Broken Heart.. nobody undrstnd about me... makin lama,aku dah malas nak pikirkan probz yg ada watever happen,i'll acept... aku suka kwn2 aku lah.. masa aku ada probz,mesti ada yg bagi aku advice sumtyms,aku rasa lega dgn diaowg.... harap kwn2 yg baik seperti ni kekal smpi ke akhirat... tadi aku g library,nak pinjam buku.. ada novel yg kat sana,aku dah baca.. yg lain,semua mcm x best aje.. dah lah te...